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I'll never let you hold me back...

August 5th, 2006 (11:43 am)
current mood: aggravated

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me

Welp my mom has officially decided to become a bitch again. Which really fucking sucks. See I moved back home in May with the intention of moving to Tulsa in September. Well work at Mad Science didn't go as planned and I spent nearly 2 months without money which really sucked. So I told my mom that my plans to move had be cancelled and that I would probably need to stay here longer than intended. She was fine with that, as was my dad. Well yesterday she gets home from work and out of nowhere asks me if I am still moving out in September (not even 30 days away) and I told her I didn't know. Well she tells me that " I should because we can't afford to have you here any longer.".

So once again, I am being completely fucked. Which sucks. I just got a new job at Caribou Coffee but I won't have anything close to enough money to be able to move out by September. I don't really know what I am going to do. Hopefully my parents will let me stay here and I'll even be willing to pay something as long as its not like $200 a month or something. I even pay for like everything on my own except food. Its ridiculous. I hate when she does this to me. The only reason they are in such finacial trouble is because she spends money on shit she and the family don't fucking need. She spends more money than I could in a fucking month. My dad even tells her she needs to stop spending so much money, but she just doesn't listen. It's ridiculous.

Anyway thats my rant for the week. Enjoy.