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It's gunna be that you won't be hanging 'round

December 15th, 2006 (03:55 pm)

I guess it don't matter cause you always put me down...

So after the TMI story I posted yesterday I started thinking. Thinking about the future. Of how terribly bad this whole Ryne thing will probably blow up in my face. I keep thinking and wondering about all the possibilities and problems we'll end up facing.

I mean I don't know how long this whole thing is going to go on. But what is going to happen when inevitably one of us, most likely me, will want more than just sex? I mean seriously it's only a matter of time. And I know it'll probably end up being me that wants more. So how do I go about stopping that from happening? How do I stop myself from getting to that point?

As whorish and slutty as I'll probably sound, not having sex with him isn't really an option I want to take right now. I guess we'll just have to take things as they come right? I shouldn't worry about something that may or may not even happen. But you know thats how my mind works. I think about the future and all the shit that could potentially go wrong.

I'm not saying I wouldn't like to be in a relationship with Ryne I'm just saying that... actually I don't know what I'm saying. I guess I'm saying I will take what I can at the moment and let the rest just fall where it may. Weather it's we just stop doing what we're doing, or we end up together.

Ok I'm done.

Kristina

just a guy like you, maybe just a girl like me. Maybe we can take a walk on the wild side...